A letter to Logan on his 6th Birthday

Dearest Little Man,

Happy 6th birthday, Logan!

Time’s passing so swiftly before my very eyes… and here you are, 6 years old big. I’ve been saying year after year to please don’t grow up too fast. This year, I’m giving up on that wishful thinking. It simply can’t be helped. 😁

Son, mommy and daddy wishes you everything good and wonderful to come your way. We are so proud of you. Every single thing that you do, know, that no matter how tired we may seem, it is never taken for granted. We value each and every single one of them.

Lately, you come home from school and say “I have a star, again mommy” or “teacher made me a model student today!”, like it’s just another normal day. Well, every day is a special day and every thing you accomplish is worth of acknowledgement. We are mighty proud of you. You are smart and very independent. Mommy and daddy don’t hover over you when it comes to school stuff because we know you are doing great, doing it at your own pace.

Logan, you are my little Star Wars expert. I’ve been on earth 5x longer than you are, but you know Star Wars better than I do. It is crazy how much that brain of yours knows. Your brain works faster than your mouth. When you talk, you have so much to say that your mouth can’t keep up. Haha! I see daddy in you so much and I love that.

Just keep on at it, baby love. Mommy, daddy and Izzy are here cheering you on.
We love you so much! Happy Birthday!

Your number one fan,
Mommy

Motherhood and College

One month and two days, that is how long I have embraced the role as a student. Another title added to my long list of talents and roles. Life as a student/mom/wife has been challenging. Juggling up housework, motherly duties and school homework has not been a walk in the park. My foresight has failed me. I thought it would be a piece of cake. Nonetheless, I love everything about being a student. A long time ago, I was a careless and non-driven student. My grades and my schooling did not mean much too me. Right now, I have all the inspiration and motivation in the world.

Happy 4th Birthday, Izzy!

My Dearest Izzy,

As I look at you sleeping so soundly by my side next to you big brother, my heart swells with joy. I never thought I could love this much. So much that no word could best describe it.

You turn 4 years old today. And do you know what that means? You’ll start school this August! Yay! No more crying when Logan goes to school and you are left behind. Now, you’ll get to be with him! In school! I am so proud of you, every little and big things that you do. You are such an explorer, an interrogator, a discoverer. You think mommy has all the answers in the world. But mommy, though she’s magical and all doesn’t know the answers of some whys and why not. I hope that when you start school, you’ll get all the answers you want, discover more to do and make more lovely drawings for mommy.

I really don’t want to say this year after year, but I just can’t believe that you’re this big already. I know you’ll only get bigger, and I really, really wish I can slow it down. Though it seems that sometimes mommy needs some space, I really want more cuddles and kisses. I could never have enough of them, also your enthusiastic giggles, contagious laughs, and slobbery kisses.

My little 4 year old, I wish to make this year a great one for you. I will do my very best. Ahead of us are big changes. I know you’ll do well. I hope I will do too. I will really miss having you next to me all day. But you know what? Mommy will be strong for you… separation anxiety will be hard, but I will be okay.

I love you my little lady. Your brother and daddy love you too. And we wish you a very Happy Birthday!

You are 4! Go get ‘em, Izzy!

Love, hugs, kisses, and pink little things,

Mommy